Do you ever wonder even if you lose all the weight, you'll still feel fat?
I don't think I feel any different about myself than when I did at 335.
I still look in the mirror and see what I've always seen.
Diet is going great, actually, though. I feel great, too. I think it has something to do with the feeling of control finally.
I *really* want to be sharing my next progress pictures by the end of September.
I hope there is a day when I don't feel fat. A coach told me to lose weight when I was 13 years old and 135 pounds, so since then I've struggled with seeing myself as anything but fat.
ReplyDeleteNow that I'm actually fat, I'm looking forward to feeling better, looking better and moving better. I'm hoping I won't get bogged down at the numbers (weight, clothing sizes). But old, established habits are hard to break...
Understand a simple thing. 335 to 267 is great, and there are changes... 335 to 200 is better, and there are bigger changes... 335 to 175 is unreal, and you will feel it.
ReplyDeleteTrust me, I know
I still feel fat (well because I am) but I am constantly amazed at how much better I feel and how much better my body can move and how it looks. Sure it's still fat, but its better!
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